Random Ramblings

I Might Not Be Cut Out for the Entrepreneurship Life

I made my first “side-hustle” money today. I’ve never been into the side-hustle. I don’t particularly like working… so why would I do more of it… and I’ve never considered myself to be entrepreneurial.

However recently I thought I’d give tutoring a try. I’ve always been drawn to the idea of mentorship and helping those in the early stages of their career. I’ve done some contract work with my professional organization over the last few years and have always really enjoyed it so I signed up with them this year to be a tutor.

I tutored my first student last night and LOVED it. The money wasn’t all that good as I truthfully spent hours reviewing his work prior to the call but I wouldn’t do that all the time. It was my first time tutoring and I wanted to make sure I understood his weaknesses and could give him the best feedback possible.

I created an invoice to send to him this morning and I felt SO guilty about it. I know that’s ridiculous – I provided him a service, and we agreed beforehand on a price. But still… it felt so weird asking someone to pay me. Especially someone who is just trying to get as much help as possible to pass his exam. Literally felt sick to my stomach. IS THIS NORMAL?

I also feel emotionally invested in how he does on his exam now. I’m basically a wreck.

But then he paid me right away and that felt wonderful.